My birthday

Hey beautifuls , 

Today was mummy's birthday. I am now 23. Yesterday was supposed to be 28 weeks and counting with you. It made me sad to celebrate another one of my birthdays when you haven't even celebrated one. Your grandma got mad at me today and said one birthday doesn't replace the other.. I guess that's the way I really need to look at it. 

It was an ok day, didn't do much, well because I wasn't sure I was going to want too. It's ok though. I missed you a lot today because the day would have been perfect if we were all celebrating it together.. I like to think we were..Just in a different way.. 

I miss you both a lot, and love you even more. Think about you often, and wear my memorial jewelry of you every.single.day. 

Always remember and know my love for you girls, it grows more stronger every day .. 

I love you baby girls. Goodnight 

Xoxo mommy

" I'll love you forever
I'll like you for always 
As long as I'm living 
My babies you'll be.. "