Work

Hey my angels, 

Well, today I went back to work. Well kind of. I had one client and did your grandma and grandpas hair. I thought it might help on the first day.. 

Today was not as bad as I thought it would be, just different, very different. The girls were all really nice and gave me my space , but it's weird how everything just kind of goes back to normal.. Even though its not.. I keep telling your daddy that I don't understand how everything is supposed to be, now that our whole world has been flipped upside down. I guess there is no answer to that. 

Every night we light your candle on your urn and just stand before you, it's the hardest part of the day. Saying goodnight feels like we are saying goodbye .. It's not the way I wanted our nights to end.. 

I will end it with telling you how much love I have for you girls, how much love I will always have. I love you sweet beautiful precious girls, you are my everything. 

Goodnight babies , momma loves you so very much. 

" I'll love you forever
I'll like you for always 
 A long as I'm living
 My babies you'll be"