Today was not all that great, had to share our story with more people and it felt like a lot today . But like I told mom you two deserve to be shared with the world, and I will do that as much as I can. You are amazing beautiful girls and I want the world to know that. Right now it just is so hard to talk about you still.. But one day It won't be so hard.. I hope.
I couldn't go to the other support group tonight.. It was at the hospital and I can't do that yet, I can't go back. I think I almost made myself have a panic attack..
I love you both so much, and while days are getting a little better, it's still so hard and so much and bad days still happen. I will continue to pray for a stronger faith to be strong for you two to see, not crying all the time..
Goodnight my beautiful sweethearts. Don't EVER forget how much I love you and miss you two, you are my world.. My everything. Love you Alena and Jamie, my girls.
Xoxo mommy
" I'll love you forever
I'll like you for always
As long as im living
My babies you'll be.."
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