Today daddy finished painting the orange room ( finally) and the mantel. We are actually in the process of putting it up right now. It's very pretty, I hope you both like it.
Today is just another day. Still not feeling good, but I hope it's getting better. We went over to grandma and grandpas house to watch the Super Bowl and eat food. I ended up having a harder time and your aunt ashley and grandma stayed and talked with me. Everyone misses you both so much, it's so hard.
I love you and Alena Marie and Jamie Rae. You sweet girls are my life, my everything. I still can't believe I have to wake up everyday and tell myself that you really aren't here, it wasn't just a nightmare I can wake up from, it's real life. Unfortunately.
I don't want to face these days without you, but I guess it's what I have to do, have to accept. I'm very lucky to have your daddy and your grandma and grandpa and aunts and uncles and love them all very much, but it's hard to put on a smile for them sometimes. But I know they are hurting too, and I don't always want to make them feel bad.. I miss you.
There are a lot of things I want to share , but I will say goodnight..
Love you baby girls , our angels, our miracles,
Sleep tight and know mommy and daddy miss and love you, so much & always
Xoxo
" I'll love you forever
I'll like you for always
As long as im living
My babies you'll be.. "
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