Hey baby girls,
Today daddy and I went over to grandma and grandpas old house and swam with everyone. The sun was out al, day today so while it was a hot day, it was very pretty. We then got pizzas and ate with grandpa and grandma. Your aunt Ashley made homemade ice cream sandwiches which were very very good. I ate like crap today and feel bad, I'm trying to make healthier choices and be smarter because I know everyone says I'm not to blame, but I still feel some of it.
I was playing with laney and it's almost like i have weird flashbacks.. I'm not even sure if that's what you would call them.. But it's like I'm seeing you two in her , or watching you two play but it's not you? Idk..I just miss you both so much and I say it all the time, but I can't believe all the wonderful and amazing things I dreamed about watching you do and teaching you to do, are gone. I have few memories, and I will hold on to them for absolutely forever my darlings.
I love you both so very very much. I midd you terribly.. I miss you..
Always & forever baby girls
Xoxo, mommy
" I'll love you forever
I'll like you for always
As long as I'm living
My babies you'll be.."
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