Georgia.

Hey baby girls,

We will be going to Georgia for your grandpas surgery these next couple of days. We are hoping and praying everything goes well, as I'm sure it will. I think your daddy is just looking forward to spending some time with his family... So I'm happy for him. It'll be nice.

Today was a busier day then I expected, and I am glad for that. The busier days the better.
Things seem to be going better at your daddy's work, or I should just say staying good so far. Knock on wood this isn't just a phase. He really is a wonderful man and deserves the world.

I know you girls would've been just like your daddy, caring & compassionate, sweet & understanding. I wish so much I was watching you grow like weeds everyday, and teaching catch other new things and watching you two interact. I WAS SO EXCITED for twins, I mean how awesome to have not one but TWO Beautiful babies growing up together and raising you two and loving you both tremendously. My cup runneth over.. Honestly and truly.

I miss you both so very much. I think about you constantly and pray to see you in my dreams every night. I miss you Alena and Jamie,, I miss you. Have me of you been trying to communicate with grandma? She thinks its you Alena. I hope you are, I hope you are with us every single day. Help me to open my eyes girls, help me to see you.

Goodnight my beautiful Angels, I love you both dearly.

Always & forever

Xoxo, mommy

" I'll love you forever
Ill like you for always
As long as im living
My babies you'll be.."