Hey baby girls,

I edited the blog a little today. I can see it is still doesn't load right on the iPad/ tablets, I'm not sure why. It looks pretty on the computer but no on the iPad? Idk..

I love you baby girls. I love you both more then ever I could tell you, or show you. My love for you grows stronger every . Single. Day. Today's been a hard day, and I just went in your room and looked around and remembered being in there with you, and having so many dreams and ideas for that room... And how it all just got taken away.. So unbelievably fast.

Anyway, tonight was bible study. We are reaching the end of our study so I'm wondering where we will go next. It's been really nice meeting these new woman and praying for each other and just getting closer to God. I feel I need it so I can be closer to Him, and both of you sweet girls. I need to know I'm going to see you again.. It's all that gives me hope, all that I get to hold on to. I wanted to end this not so sad tonight, even though today was a bad, sad day.

Goodnight my beautiful angels, may you know every day my love for you girls..

Always & forever

Xoxo, mommy

" I'll love you forever
I'll like you for always
As long as I'm living
My babies you'll be.."