Hey sweet baby girls,

I'm so sorry I didn't write you two last night. We didn't get in until around 12-1230 and didn't go to bed till 1 and we didn't have wifi on the road, so by time we got here I was tired and forgot and honestly I am so so sorry girls.

Today we went and saw your grandpa after his surgery. He's having a really hard time right now. I'm hoping he will sleep a lot tonight/tomorrow and feel a good bit better in the morning . I feel so horrible for him he's in so much pain.. But we are praying and I know God will take care of him. And I know he's got two sweet angels looking down on him.

I freaked out at the hospital. It's right across the street from the hospital where we found out you two were girls , and that I was in danger of losing you.. When we had so much hope while everything was falling apart. I miss you two baby girls so so so so so much. I just miss you.

I love you Alena Marie and Jamie Rae, I love you my baby girls.

Always & forever

Xoxo, mommy

" I'll love you forever
I'll like you for always
As long as I'm living
My babies you'll be..."