Almost

Hey doll babies,

Today was a normal weds. I went grocery shopping with your aunt and grandma, cleaned the house and etc. Today I babysat your cousin Delaney for a little bit , I normally don't get her cause grandma does most of the babysitting, but I did a little today. She loves to play, and I think she wears me out faster then I wear her out. She kept playing with her play cell phone, and walking around talking to people in it and sitting down in her chairs, and just acting like such a little girl. And as I was watching her.. It was like I was having an epiphany or.. I'm not sure what you would call it... But I saw myself missing watching you do this. Learning to talk and walk and play, to really become into little girls and love dresses and playing with dolls and being chatty little things. I still can't believe everyday all the little and big things I'm going to miss everyday without you here..

We are coming up on 6 months on Friday. Your daddy is taking the day off with me. We have been wanting and thinking of doing something special for you.. But I'm a loss of what you do for this kind of thing girls.. Idk what to do that will show you enough love or how much we miss you and think about you.. Hopefully I find something worthy .

Goodnight my beautiful baby girls, I love you very very much.

Always & forever

Xoxo, mommy

" I'll love you forever
I'll like you for always
As long as I'm living
My babies you'll be.."