Hey sweet girls,
Tonight we went over to a friends cook out they were having , it was nice. They are our neighbors so it was nice to be able to just walk home when we were ready. There Were a lot of little boys over there, and they were seriously crazy.. Setting off fireworks and running around in the rain . Poor Brittany, I know her house was gonna be a mess.
I've been so very tired lately, Idk . I know I am mildly depressed in some ways, and idk if that is playing on my emotions and making me sleepy as a side effect. Sleep just leads to the days going faster, and that always helps... I miss you both so much. I'm still so upset at time that I'm here still, supposed to go on and live this life with out you girls,. I don't get why my heart has to carry this burden, why this is my cross to bear... Why must I know a pain so deep and powerful that it breaks me in half everyday when I wake up? Why must I have to miss you everyday for the rest of my days with out watching you grow into beautiful, young women?? Idk, only God does..
Goodnight my beautiful angels, may you sleep in peace and knowing of love only.
I love and miss you more then words can ever say...
Always & forever
Xoxo, mommy
" I'll love you forever
I'll like you for always
As long as I'm living
My babies you'll be.."
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