Hey baby loves,
Today was an ok day, I feel like I have been extremely lazy. I did get up somewhat early and did a nice walk with our friend Brittany who lives in the neighborhood. Then went over to grandma and grandpas old house and laid out, then doctors and seen your niece and aunt and uncle today.
I feel like I never have anything interesting to share with you girls, that I am this boring , depressing person. I feel like that in general anyways.
I guess the fact that I'm able to write you now without crying every single time means something. I always get sad when I get ready to write this.. But now it's not every time I cry. But when we say goodnight I still tear up every night because Its so hard, and it's just not right and sad and just.. Idk.
Goodnight my beautiful baby girls. I miss you both so much, and everything reminds me of your beautiful , beautiful faces. I love you. I love you with my whole being... I love you.
Always & forever
Xoxo, mommy
" I'll love you forever
I'll like you for always
As long as I'm living
My babies you'll be.."
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