Tomorrow

Hey baby loves,

Tomorrow is Mother's Day. My first Mother's Day, my first of many without you two here. I'm not sure how the day is going to go, I think it's going to be hard.. Idk. I hate this all, and it's crazy , all of it . You were going to be here, you are supposed to be here , the reason for me to get to celebrate that day..

I miss you both, and you gave me the name " mom" . Nothing will ever change the fact that you two made me a mom.. Nothing. you are my first born, my second born, my sweet baby beautiful girls. Thank your for being my angels, my sweet hearts, my reason for living. Thank you for blessing me and letting me be your mother..

Goodnight my sweet baby girls, I love you so so much, and miss you so very much.

I love you., forever & always

" I'll love you forever
 I'll like you for always
As long as I'm living
My babies you'll be.."