Group

Hey sweet girls,

Tonight we had our monthly group meeting. This was was about how moms and dads grieve differently.. Your daddy likes this group a lot more then the other one, and I believe I do too. It can be so nice sometimes to just talk with other people,  and help. I cried a lot tonight, I didn't mean to, but I did end up getting really upset and couldn't help it..  I got to talk about you though, and sometimes that's all I need. Your dad and I are really lucky to have families that will listen to us and let us talk and keep you a big part of this family as anyone else is, because no matter if you are here o in heaven, you ARE A huge part of this family baby girls... Huge.

Goodnight my sweet girls, I love you both so much. I hope I can become a more positive deserving person of you two.. Right now I am so negative and despondent idk what to do about myself..

I love you, I miss you.. More then you will ever know.
Always & forever

Xoxo, mommy

" I'll love you forever
I'll like you for always
As long as I'm living
My babies you'll be.. "