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Hey sweet peas,

Today was very warm, almost like a hat wave was passing through. I went and worked a little today, and hung out with your grandma for a little. Your dad is off finishing his memorial tattoo for you girls.

I talked with my friend Brooke today , and it was a nice, long good talk. I'm glad we have been able to keep in touch over this time. She came down from Virginia for your march of dimes walk.. She is a wonderful friend and I love her dearly.

Today is grandma and grandpas anniversary. They have been married for 27 years. They are a true inspiration and wonderful couple/parents/grandparents.. They miss you and love you so very much.

I think I'm ok today.. I have cried a couple of times. I can't help but still get upset and break down and cry.. I still wake up and can't believe this is our life... My life. It's not one I wanted, if it can't be with you two girls.. But it's what I have, and I'm gonna try to make good of it.

I love you both so much, and miss you very much . Not a day goes by you're not on my mind..

Goodnight my sweet beautiful angels, I wish I was there to rock you to sleep And kiss your sweet faces.

Xoxo, mommy

" I'll love you forever
I'll like you for always
As long as I'm living
My babies you'll be.."