Silence

Hey baby loves,

I'm writing you way earlier today, weird huh?

Daddy and I bought a swing this weekend, and I am just sitting on the front porch listening to the wing and enjoying being outside.

There's two little girls riding around on their bikes, and it hurts so much I'll never get to see you do that. I was looking forward to the Christmas when Santa brought you two new big girl bikes, and your daddy and I helped you learn how to ride...

It's a cooler day today, cloudy and not much. I'm sure it's more beautiful in heaven.

I miss you sweet girls, I miss you so much. The days all jumble together now, there's not much different between any one .

I love you Alena Marie And Jamie Rae, remember that always my sweet girls..

Always & forever

Xoxo, mommy

" I'll love you forever
I'll like you for always
As long as I'm living
My babies you'll be.."