NJ

Hey sweethearts,

Well.. We are here. Now we are just hanging around until the big day. Your grandpa took us today to see us off, your poor grandma was really really sick, she said she lost 13 pounds! But luckily she is feeling much better now.

We found the ocean/beach, and got to walk the piers and the boardwalk, it was really pretty and cute. It would have been a really wonderful place to take you too, all the lights and excitement. I always think about you two with new stuff or the things I see that I had planned for us to experience together.

I want to thank you girls. For bringing so much light into my life, for making me a better person, for being my reasons to live, and for helping me to keep staying strong in my faith, and reminding me that I have to stay strong. I falter and stumble and fall a lot, but you always find a way to make me pick myself up again.. Somehow. So I thank you, for everything . For being my everything, for being my baby girls.

I love you, I love you always.. Always and forever.

Goodnight my sweet angels, xoxox mommy

" I'll love you forever
I'll like you for always
As long as I'm living
My babies you'll be.."