Thankful

Hey sweet girls,

I'm sitting here watching the news tonight with your daddy, and all I can say is how thankful I am that you know no bad, you don't know evil or pain. This world is full of great things, but people are so evil, so horrible.. And although it doesn't change how much I want and need you here with me, that is the only thing I am thankful for in your absence, is that you will never know this.

I miss you both so much, and think about you every single day. I can't go anywhere without being reminded of you. The days are ok, I know I'm never going to be 100% again, I'm never going to be me , because you are not here with me.. Although Everyday is a day closer to me being with you.

I love you sweet girls, so very much, I love you..

Goodnight baby girls, xoxo mommy

" I'll love you forever
I'll like you for always
As long as I'm living
My babies you'll be.."