Mad

Hey sweet peas,

Today was a bad day. I'm tired of people, I'm tired of life. I get so mad that people don't think before they talk. I hate being put on the spot or being asked stuff that I don't know how to answer. I'm tired of talking about everyone else's kids, how everyone else can get pregnant so easily and so much, how cute their baby is , how hard it is to be a mom, how tired they are ETC ETC. DO YOU NOT KNOW THAT I LOST MY GIRLS??? THAT I DON'T GET TO TUCK THEM IN AT NIGHT, OR CUDDLE WITH THEM, OR SING SONGS TO THEM, CHANGE THEM OR DRESS THEM IN CUTE OUTFITS????????

I'm sorry baby girls, there is no reason to be ranting to you or letting you know how upset I am. It's just hard to not get to share things about you that others get to share about their kids..

I love you, my baby girls I love and miss you both so so much....

Always and forever my loves.. <3

" I'll love you forever
I'll like you for always
As long as I'm living
My babies you'll be.."