Tired.

Hey love bugs,

Today was a really bad setback for me, I went to the doctor today just to help with my anxiety.. I'm so nervous and scared about every little thing now, it's a really horrible way to feel. When I left , I was feel really bad, so I went over to grandpa and grandmas new house and talked with your grandpa. He made me feel better, it was just really nice to get to sit and talk with him.. I don't get to do that often, and it reminded that I need to make more time for that..

I keep writing you about how sAd I am and how bad the days hAve been, I'm so sorry girls.. That's exactly what I said I wouldn't do, I'm so sorry. I'm so sorry for so many things, I can't begin to tell you..

Please just always remember how much I LOVE YOU. I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU. I miss you loves bugs...always & forever..

Goodnight babies
Xoxo mommy

" I'll love you forever
 I'll like you for always
As long as I'm living
My babies you'll be.."