Angels.

Hey sweet girls,

Today was your grandpa youngs birthday today. We were very excited to give him his gift today. I had gotten a necklace made for him with your names and wings on it. I told him that I can't leave the house without a piece of jewelry I have on that was made for you girls, and that it makes me feel better to be wearing it. I think he really liked it. W always get together for everyone's birthday and do cake and presents.

Tomorrow is the march for dimes walk, our team is meeting for breakfast and we are all wearing our awesome tshirts that has your girls name on it. You need to know that you are so amazingly loved by so many people, and missed just as much. That you brought so much beauty to this world, and left so much behind.. And I try to envelop as much of that as I can everyday.

I hope I can handle this tomorrow, I'm so scared I won't be able to keep it together and be strong for you girls, it's going to be so hard.. So so hard. Every time we do something like this, I know it has a beautiful meaning, but behind it is the most painful reason that we are doing it.. I just have to be better , I'm gonna try.

I love you. I miss you. Please don't forget me, my love for you baby girls... Please. I need you to know that every single day.

Goodnight baby girls I love you always and forever

Xoxo, mommy

" I'll love you forever
I'll like you for always
As long as I'm living
My babies you'll be.."