Cherish

Hey my sweet baby girls,

Today was an ok day. I think that days from now on are just going to be ok, some may be better then others, but still just ok.

I miss you a lot. It's so hard to understand how we just go on, and keep waking up to this same nightmare but its life, and life isn't fair. Luckily the life you are living everything makes sense, and you will always me happy. I wish I was with you..

I love you both so much, and just want you to always know. I think about our time together often, cut way too short. But I'm thankful I felt those kicks, and those roll overs, and saw your beautiful faces on the u/s screen. You made me the happiest mom in the world, and I feel sometimes I'm not allowed to say that's what I am, because Maybe I'm not.. But I am your mom, always and forever.

Miss you love bugs so so much. Don't forget me , ok?

I LOVE YOU ALENA MARIE AND JAMIE RAE

xoxo, mommy

" I'll love you forever
 I'll like you for always
As long as I'm living
My babies you'll be.."