Hey beautiful girls,
Today was our march for dimes walk, and I did it, I actually made it through. Last night before grandpas birthday dinner I got really upset and told your grandma and aunt momo that I didn't think I could do it, that it was too hard and I wasn't sure I could handle it, but I did. Your daddy did really good too. We had a group of 20, one of the larger groups, and it meant so much, really so much to have those friends and your family there, you are so very much loved.
It was a hard day, I'm not going to lie, but it was all in honor of you, doing something special and beautiful for you, and that makes it all seem a little better. Your aunt Ashley really did something amazing for you two, and I know you are proud of her. She loves you both very much, and I know you know that.
When we were done walking, a couple came up to us and told us they were walking in memory of their twin grandchildren, beau & Haley ( I believe) , they're twins too. They said it had been seven years since they lost them at 21 weeks, and they walk every year. She came up and hugged me and talked with us for a little. She said to not give up hope and faith, that we will be able to be blessed again with children,and give you some siblings... I hope that is true because I am just scared girls, that its not ... But it meant so much to have her and her husband come talk with us, and she informed us that her daughter in law now has 3 healthy boys here with them. I know you have a lot of friends up there, which hurts me and comforts me at the same time..
I love you so much!!!!! Don't ever forget how much my love is for you, a mommys love for her sweet beautiful girls. I love you and miss you angels...
Goodnight , xoxo mommy
" I'll love you forever
I'll like you for always
As long as I'm living
My babies you'll be.."
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