Sunday, June 23, 2013

Sweet rememberance

Hey baby girls,

Today father Ted was at church, And it was so nice to see him. He has been very busy visiting other countries and doing ministry work, so we haven't see him in a while. I really enjoy his sermons and seeing him at church, he is so enthusiastic and I feel I can get so much more out of church when I hear him. That's what I want, when we go, I love feeling so energized and close to God , it's actually what I need, what your daddy and I do.

Your aunt Ashley wrote me earlier tonight, and told me your cousin delaney was crying and screaming because of the thunder, it was scaring her, and they told her that her cousins Jamie and Alena were bowling with God. She then proceeded to get her bowling pins and balls out and wanted to bowl too. Then, she told them that " aunt cheese babe bowl , at aunt cheese house." Which means ( aunt Chelsey babies bowl at aunt chelsey house.) Did you visit her? I hope you did. I always get so worried and sad because she didn't get to meet you, and know you. But I want you to know I will tell her all the time about you when she is old enough to understand. Although you may have already told her everything by then.

I love you baby girls , I'm having a bad night tonight. I love you and miss you so much, and everyday hurts still. Some days don't hurt as much as others, but they still hurt none the less.

I love you and I miss you so very very much.

Goodnight my sweet baby angels..

Xoxo, mommy

" I'll love you forever
I'll like you for always
As long as I'm living
My babies you'll be.."

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