Sunday, June 9, 2013

Hey babies,

We went to Nate's church today, he was preaching and I have been wanting to hear him so we decided to go and attend. Your aunt Emily , your dAddy and I all went. It was really different, but it was nice. The band was awesome, really great, and I loved the songs they were singing. They even made me tear up quite a few times..

I've made an appt to go and talk with his mom, I really hope it's going to help me girls. I need to be better. I need to be a good wife, a good daughter, sister, friend and person. I need to be a good mom.. And honestly I don't feel I am doing that, I'm afraid some times for everyone's sake that I am getting worse, when I am trying to be better. So put in some good words for me, look out for your momma will you?? I could use some extra help right now, some guidance and some reassurance that you are there, that you haven't truly left me..

I love you sweet baby girls, I love you.. I love you.

I miss you so much.

Goodnight angels, my sweet girls

Xoxo, mommy

" I'll love you forever
I'll like you for always
As long as I'm living
My babies you'll be.."

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