I can't believe it

Hey sweet girls,

Tomorrow will be 5 months since you left us for heaven. I can't believe that it's been that long.. Most days I feel as if I've just lost you yesterday, the pain is so deep and big. I can't believe I'm still here honestly..

Today was a longer day at work, I had a good steady day. I'm very tired right now, I've been standing on my feet for about 7.5 hours today, so I'm ready for sleep. That doesn't sound like much, but it hurts after a while.

I hope you know that I don't stop thinking about you, and I haven't forgotten one single sec from having you here with me. I'm always going to remember everything baby girls, I won't let myself forget ok? I promise I won't forget... I can't forget.

Goodnight my beautiful , beautiful baby girls.. I love you so so so very much. I miss you so..

Always & Forever sweet girls..

Xoxo, mommy

" I'll love you forever
I'll like you for always
As long as I'm living
My babies you'll be.."