Love.

Hey pretty girls,

Tonight I am writing you to tell you how much I love you. How much you mean to me. How special , beautiful and amazing you are. How you ARE my children, and no matter what anyone, and I mean ANYONE says, you are my first and second, my girls. Your time here did and does matter, and you are just as much a part of my life as anyone who has been there the whole time.

And although it makes me catch my breath and panic some because I get caught off guard when people ask if I have any children even though you aren't here, the question is always yes, because you are and forever will be my baby girls.

I love you Alena and Jamie, I love you so very dearly.

I miss you both so very very much.. This house is far too quiet and lonely without you two.

Goodnight baby girls, I love you.

Xoxo, mommy

Always & forever

" I'll love you forever
I'll like you for always
As long as I'm living
My babies you'll be."