3 years.

Hey pretty girls,

Today was your daddy and mine 3 year anniversary. It was a nice day for us. We normally go all out for each other on it, but this year I asked your daddy not to. Too much has been going on, and I just figured we would just be low key. It was weird because we always spend them together and he worked most of the day , but what can you do I guess. At least we have each other.

It was also a really weird hard day because I had known in my heart that we would have kids by the time we reached 3 years, I guess I should clarify and say children here on earth with us. So it really bothers me that here we are reaching another celebration.. But not getting any farther ahead.

I went to my first therapy session today. I think you girls would be proud of me for going. I cried a lot, and shared our story.. I'm just hoping to get some help girls. I need to be a better person, a more faithful person. I want to honor you and cherish you, and make you proud. I really want to be all that I can be for you.. And I hope some day I will be.

Goodnight my beautiful angels, I love you more then life itself.

I miss you and I love you..

Always & forever

" I'll love you forever
I'll like you for always
As long as I'm living
My babies you'll be..."