Hey my sweet girls,
Today your daddy and I got up early and out in the yard today. We cleaned up the mulch beds around the house, trimmed bushes, filled the sink pit in the yard, and power washed the house. We had a busy , long day. I appreciate the busy days sometimes, distraction from how hard and quiet this house is just by ourselves. Although nothing or anybody fully distracts from losing you two sweet girls, sometimes I can get through some days a little easier or not as sad.
I love you sweet baby girls, I love you so so much. I'm so sad, I'm just really sad. I wish my arms hurt from holding you two so much, and that I was so tired because you never let me sleep, or that our trash was overflowing with stinky diapers.. Idc if that sounds crazy, because it is my deepest and biggest wish/prayer or whatever else it could be.
Goodnight my sweet angels, I love you baby girls so very very much.
Always & forever
Xoxo, mommy
" I'll love you forever
I'll like you for always
As long as I'm living
My babies you'll be."
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