I thought about you a lot today, i always think about you a lot though, so that is nothing new.
I hung out with Delaney and Grandma today, Grandpa a little bit too. We went shopping a little and hung out at the new house. Delaney and i jumped and played on the trampoline today, she is such a crazy fun little girl. It was fun to be with her but it was sad too because i thought about you two, what you would have been like playing with her, and at that age.
I miss you both so much. I can go a little bit longer without crying now, although i don't go a day without crying at least once. I love you girls. I really really love you. Daddy loves and misses you so much too. Hes helping me a lot, although sometimes im afraid im frustrating him, because i can be pretty negative right now. He is wanting me to have stronger faith, to lean on him and know we are going to be ok. I love him very much, and i know you do too. My sweet sweet girls, oh how i miss you.
I just want to say goodnight. I want to let you know i wish i was rocking you to sleep, that i was still feeling you move, that i knew you were going to be ok.. Once again i will be saying goodnight to you with a candle at your urn with your daddy, snuggling up with your baby blanket, and praying i can make it through this..
I love you both, so so much.
" Ill love you forever
Ill like you for always
As long as im living
My babies youll be."
Goodnight sweet girls. Momma loves you and misses you oh so much.
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