Today.

My dear girls,

Today was st. Pattys day. Your aunt Ashley wrote a beautiful letter in her blog to you girls. Every time she writes to you, it makes me cry. I'm so so so beyond thankful for the family we have, and how much love everyone has for you. You two deserve nothing less, and I couldn't be more grateful. It makes me cry because it hurts so much that everyone has to talk to you so far away, not looking at your faces or holding you tightly, or singing you to sleep..

My sweet baby loves, you're SO loved and SO missed, beyond all measure. Your daddy and I miss you so much. I have put your bears up on your mantle, and every night when we say goodnight I hold them and kiss them and it brings me some comfort, feeling like I can connect to you . I also pray every night to see you in my dreams , for you to always know the love I have for you.. That a mother has for her children.

I hope you saw all the green today, although my favorite colors will forever be pink and yellow.

Goodnight sweet baby girls,

Xoxo mommy

" I'll love you forever
I'll like you for always
As long as I'm living
My babies you'll be.."