Hey sweet baby girls, 

Today daddy and I had kind of a lazy day. We went to church, came home and rearranged the living room, got the treadmill, and had dinner at grandma and grandpas. It was nice to have dinner with them. 

We decided we are going to work out at home right now while waiting to see if we can sell the gym equipment. I think it will be nice for us because we will be doing it together and it will be at home, which is a plus in someway I think. 

I wish you two were here so badly. I hangout with your cousin laney a lot, and it hurts to think she will not know you , and that you three won't be girly girls playing dress up, going to school together and all the wonderful things that would have been in your future. 

This world is a shattered place right now, but I still wish everyday that you would be here with me. I find the peace in knowing you will never know pain, but I'm selfish and want you to be with me.. I would have protected you always.. I wouldn't have ever left you baby girls. But God needed you beautiful angels, and i fight to find the strength every day to wake up without your beautiful faces here with us.. 

I love you sweet angels, always and forever. I miss my girls.. 

Goodnight

Xoxoxo, mommy 

" I'll love you forever
I'll like you for always 
As long as I'm living
My babies you'll be.."