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Its been 2 months today since we said goodbye. Daddy and I ran into some issues today trying to do something special for you two girls, but finally got it to work out. I'm so sorry this is how we have to spend your special days and I hate it... I hate it so very much. 

I hope you are seeing our balloon send offs and knowing how much love we send with those baby girls. These days are hard, so hard without you and I'm struggling to figure out how to go on without you two, but I'm trusting in God that he has a plan for us, for you girls, for me, for our family. 

I miss you Alena and Jamie, oh how I miss you . 

Goodnight my sweet baby girls.. 

Xoxo,mommy

" I'll love you forever
I'll like you for always 
As long as I'm living 
My babies you'll be.."