Loved.

Hey baby girls,

I wanted to write this post about how loved you are, because you are.. So very much. Your aunt Ashley has done so much with the march of dimes walk for you, our friends Megan and Jennifer , their family made us tshirts and car decals.. So many people , so much love you girls .

I feel sometimes that I'm not doing anything, I'm just sitting here day after day. When I should be doing something like that, but to tell you the truth.. Sometimes it's hard. It saddens me so much that what I have of you, is teddy bears to hold instead of holding you.. Memory jewelry instead of waking up to your beautiful faces everyday.. A shadow box with everything with left the hospital with.. Everything .. But you two.

But this post is about how loved you girls are, how much you are missed, and how deeply you have affected all of our lives. And no matter what, you are ALWAYS going to be the biggest part of my life, my saving grace, my sweet baby angels.

" Little footprints
How softly you tiptoed into my world, almost silently,
But what an imprint your footprints
Have left upon my heart.. "

I love you baby girls , SO VERY MUCH!!!!!!!

Goodnight Alena Marie and Jamie Rae

" I'll love you forever
 I'll like you for always
As long as I'm living
My babies you'll be.."