Easter

Hey baby girls,

Happy Easter. I'm sure you had a beautiful day in heaven, prettier the ours ever could be..

I miss you both so much. Today at church a family walked by with there little girl and their new baby girl, and your grandpa and I made eye contact, and I cried. It's horrible to be so hurt and sad when you see someone else's baby, and I'm happy for them that their babies are healthy.. But it's just a constant hurtful reminder that mine weren't, and you aren't here.. I just have to face the facts and get over it I suppose.

Goodnight you beautiful sweet angels,
I love you oh so very much.. I miss you Alena and Jamie.

Xoxo, mommy

" I'll love you forever
I'll like you for always
As long as I'm living
My babies you'll be.."