My dear sweet girls,

I've been thinking about you so much. How I've been handling myself lately, how I've been about God , how I've felt about Him, how I've felt about losing you.. I just don't want your death to be in vain. I want people to know how much joy you've brought to my life, how much light and happiness and whole ness I felt with you girls. You made my life complete.

Trust me, I'm not saying that I'm not sad, or that I don't cry and get mad and scream, or just sit alone and want to be alone. I just don't want you to always see me sad, that's not fair to you, and I never want you to know the pain I feel. You girls are so special and only deserve to know happiness, love , peace and lots and lots of love. That's all I ever want you to know..

Goodnight my beautiful angels, I pray to dream of you..

I love you , I love you..

Always & forever

Xoxo, mommy

" I'll love you forever
I'll like you for always
As long as I'm living
My babies you'll be.."