Hey sweet peas,

I had a crappy start to the morning today. Just been kinda emotional lately... Well I should say , same as always huh? What's new on that front.. Doing a little ok now, but maybe it's just because I know it's night and it will be another new day tomorrow.

I miss you both terribly. Your daddy and I are kinda struggling right now, just wondering and hoping about things for the future... Me, him, us, you, our family , our future.. Idk girls. I keep praying everyday to just be able to let go , honestly let go and know that God will take care of us.

Goodnight my beautiful angels, I love you so so so very much.

Always & forever
Xoxo, mommy

" I'll love you forever
I'll like you for always
As long as I'm living
My babies you'll be.."