My dear baby girls ,
Today is August 19th, called the day of hope, to us grieving mothers, fathers, grandparents, aunts , uncles, siblings.. Today I made your prayers flag. It is all butterflies, and mostly pink and yellow.. I know it isn't the best, and I am not very creative most of the time, but I am very happy I got it done, because it was bothering me that I hadn't already. I hung it outside our door tonight . It made me kinda sad, thinking about why I was making one of them.. And just hurt my heart. I'm glad to do things like that to memorialize you.. But why I'm doing them is also the reason it hurts me.
I miss you babies. I miss you girls so much.. I just, I have so many moments where I can't believe this really happened... That this is our life. My life without you just doesn't seem like much anymore, and I can't tell you enough, say it enough, or feel it enough.. How unbelievably sorry I am for everything.
I love you my sweet girls, I love you so much.
Always & forever
Xoxo, mommy
" I'll love you forever
I'll like you for always
As long as I'm living
My babies you'll be.."
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