Hey sweet peas,
I wish I could see how you girls are doing, what you look like, what you can do, how different you are now.. I'm sure you are just as beautiful, if not more then the last day I saw you.
I miss you my sweet girls. I love you both so very much. Angela asked me if we have anything special planned for your birthday. I guess as special as we can make it, huh? I want to have a pretty day for you though...
I think daddy and I are doing okay, for the most part. He doesn't talk much about if he's having a hard day or time, so I worry about that. It really just depends on the day, the time, the moment.. Anything can hurt you or make you sad, or affect you in some weird, emotional way. Grief truly is a horrible, never ending roller coaster.
I miss you both so much. I wish more then anything we were all together right now. What I wouldn't give for this whole family to be together right now, all of us.. As selfish as it sounds, because you are in heaven, and there is no better place in the entire universe .. I know I will never stop feeling you would be better with me..
I love you beautiful girls. I love you forever & always
Xoxo, mommy
" I'll love you forever
I'll like you for always
As long as I'm living
My babies you'll be.."
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