Happy birthday my beautiful darlings.
Your aunt Emily made you both your own beautiful cakes. Alena, yours was pink, and Jamie yours was yellow. They were beautiful , just perfect. We went to the ball field across from the subdivision and sent off two link Chinese lanterns. We wanted to be out in the open to make sure they didn't get stuck in trees or anything. We watched them until we couldn't see them anymore.. I also read the poem from our walk in October. I keep it up on the mantel with your urn, I love it very much. It was really hard for me to get through, but I wanted to say more then just I love you and miss you..
It was a weird day. We didn't know how to plan stuff , what we should do.. How is a day like this supposed to go? Overall, I really just wanted you to have your own cakes, and to send off something for you girls. I wanted your life celebrated, I wanted you both to be celebrated. To say you are loved is an understatement. You are beyond loved, beyond missed, beyond cherished.
I love you my beautiful baby girls. Happy first birthday, and oh how I so terribly wish we were all spending it together today..
Always & forever
Xoxo, mommy
" I'll love you forever
I'll like you for always
As long as I'm living
My babies you'll be.."
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