My dear babies,
Today's been an interesting day I guess, to say the least. One of the girls at my work , I was talking with her. She recently had and early loss, and I just felt like I needed to talk to her, and let her know I'm here if she ever needed to talk. She looked at me and asked me how I did it, how did I get through this.. And honestly girls, I don't have an answer. I remember asking God to take me too, to trade me for you two, that daddy and everyone would be okay, because they would have you. That it wasn't right me to continue being here and your life not even getting a chance here on earth... Every day , if God were to ask me , I would want you girls and your brother to have life here , and I would give mine for yours. I know He doesn't work that way, and He has his reasons and ways for everything.. But I would hesitate to give you all everything I could..
I just need you both to know every single day how much I love you, how much I miss you, how much you mean to me.
Goodnight my beautiful babies,
I love you, always & forever
Xoxo, mommy
" I'll love you forever
I'll like you for always
As long as I'm living
My babies you'll be.."
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