Hey love bugs,
Sometimes I truly feel I don't have anything to say, anything to share. I feel mundane. That I write you the same things all the time. Honestly, the only things I truly feel I need to get out and say are how much I love you girls, how much I miss you and wish you were here, because that is what I feel every single day, those thoughts.. Those feelings.
I feel I can talk a little more about you without crying every time, well sometimes it depends on the person or the situation. But I can share more, talk about you more.. I get upset but I don't break down every single time. And then there are times where I can't talk at all. But that's grief, coming in the many waves and forms that it comes in, as we constantly get told.
January is going to be a hard month, I know for sure. I'm hoping to make it through girls.
I love and miss you both, So terribly much. always & forever.
Xoxo, mommy
" I'll love you forever
I'll like you for always
As long as I'm living
My babies you'll be.."
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