Hey baby girls,
Tonight at this time last year I was in the hospital...
I've been thinking about that a lot today. As this day has gone on, I've thought about when something was wrong, when we went in, when we found out the worst news we could ever be told. Just how it seems like it just happened yesterday, and tomorrow is going to be a year since we've lost you. I just , I really can't believe it.
Some days have been a little easier then others, but the hard days are still very much there.. It's been a year since I've held you, since I last looked at your beautiful faces. Since I last felt you move. I miss you girls every day, every. Single. Day.
Tomorrow is your birthday. I've seen moms of angel babies call them angelversaries too. I'm not sure which one, because singing happy birthday is going to be hard , you know? It's not the happiest of days. But then I feel horrible for saying that because having you two girls is such a reason to be happy and grateful and thank the good Lord above for letting us be your parents, no matter how little time we got together. You were and are and will continue to be my most precious beautiful baby girls, always & forever. You will always have a most special place in my heart Alena and Jamie, always. You are my girls.
I love you both more then life itself. Good night my beautiful angels.
Love you, always & forever
Xoxo, mommy
" I'll love you forever
I'll like you for always
As long as I'm living
My babies you'll be.."
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