October

My dear sweet love bugs,

I apologize my posts have been short and I haven't been sharing as much. I've been so tired and sometimes I honestly don't have much to share, I'm just wanting to write to tell you how much I love you and miss you. I feel like since everything has happened, everything has changed. Well that was a stupid thing, because I know for sure it has. I'm not the same person, life is different, things are I different, and everything has a different meaning or doesn't mean anything at all anymore.

But you girls mean everything, and everything means something because of you. I feel everyday blessed to be your mom, to call you my daughters, and know you are looking over us and blessing us everyday. Thank you baby girls, thank you Alena and Jamie..

Goodnight my baby girls, I love you so so very very much.
Always & forever

Xoxo, mommy

" I'll love you forever
Ill like you for always
As long as I'm living
My babies you'll be.."