Friday, October 11, 2013

1 day..

Hello darlings ,

Tomorrow marks 9 months you've been gone. This Sunday we are doing the walk to remember at the hospital. October 15th is infant loss remembrance day. October is infant loss awareness month.. I think I am so happy that people are acknowledging more and more everyday how you ARE babies, you are people, you matter And mean the absolute world to so many people! Every time some one asks me how many kids I have, ( although as hard as it may be to answer, because it hurts) I always say you girls and how you are in heaven. I will never abandon your names or you, I will never forget you or speak of you.. You girls will forever be in my heart, our hearts, and live on every single day inside of us. But as happy as I am of this month, it hurts me too. That so many know this pain, know this loss, know this heartache. I can't believe so many of us are still here, and somehow making it. But everyone needs to know who you are, and what a brilliant light you've brought with you girls.

I love you my sweet beautiful angels, I love you both so very very much. I never want you to forget that. Thank you everyday for being our miracles, our amazing guardian angels. Thank you for being there.. Thank you for giving me the chance to be a mom.. In many ways.

I love you.
Always & forever

Xoxo, mommy

" I'll love you forever
I'll like you for always
As long as I'm living
My babies you'll be.."

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