Hey pumpkins,

Today wads definitely a fall day. The weather was cool and we got some rain, it was on and off and not too hard but it was no took her rainy day. I went over and hung out with Laney and grandpa and grandma today, just had a lazy day I guess.

Daddy and I have just been laying around listening to spa music, lit candles and turned off the lights off. I've been doing that for a while a couple of times a week, it really helps me with my anxiety and just helps me to calm down. When I'm really stressed or having a bad day, I usually do it. Although it is 8:30 and I am now ready for bed, daddy is passed out on the couch... You can see how relaxing it is.

Thank you baby girls, for being such blessings on our lives, our miracles. And bringing so many blessings our way. You girls are so loved, so very very loved, and thought about so very often. How amazing to have changed so many lives in so many ways.. In such a short amount of time. And how lucky I am to be the mom to such beautiful, amazing little girls. I still am a selfish person , and wish you were here every second of every single day.. I know that will never change..

I love you my darlings, I love you so so very very much.
Always & forever

Xoxo, mommy

" I'll love you forever
I'll like you for always
As long as I'm living
My babies you'll be.."