My dear girls,
Halloween is tomorrow. It would have been your 1st. I had a lot of different ideas I had thought about for you two. Princesses, thing 1& 2..just fun cute different costumes for twins. Well I actually had a lot of ideas , for a lot of things. Just another something to accept and get used to I guess..
I'm not trying to act like people need to feel sorry for me, or feel bad for me. That doesn't help anything or change anything.. Nothing does. I just miss you both so much, and certain times are harder then others, because we got cheated of the lives we were to have together, the memories to share and create, the love.
My sweet girls, you are in a much safer and better place then I could ever have made for you.. But it doesn't mean I don't miss you any less, or am less selfish. I miss you girls, I really do.
I love you girls, I love you so so so very much.
Always &forever
Xoxo,mommy
" I'll love you forever
Ill like you for always
As long as I'm living
My babies you'll be.."
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