Happy New Years sweet girls.
I am completely astounded that this year is wrapping up. 2013 was a wonderful year for us, but also the worst year of my life. It was the year I found out I was pregnant with my sweet baby girls, my first babies, my miracles. It was also the year I had to say goodbye to them, to see them for one last time, to say goodbye to our futures together. I guess I would be lying if I said I wasn't glad to see it go, but I also feel weird and torn about entering another new year. In 11 days, it will be your birthday, your first birthday. Seriously? I just.. Idk. I saw us getting ready for a big princess themed party , and dresses and pink and just, a bunch of girly stuff. But actually I will be figuring out how to celebrate a birthday for my daughters who are in heaven, not here to blow out their candles or smash cake..
I miss you both so much. I wish we were all bringing in the new year together. All of us, together like it's supposed to be.
My love for you is forever girls, forever and always. Never ever forget how much you mean to me Alena and Jamie..
Xoxo, mommy
" I'll love you forever
I'll like you for always
A long as I'm living
My babies you'll be.."
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