Saturday, December 7, 2013

December 7th

My dear girls,

Tonight Carly and I are over at grandma and grandpas . Your daddy and aunt niki went to visit his parents. We are also watching the big ohio state & Michigan state game. Your uncle and daddy I'm sure are going back and forth picking at each other. I haven't been watching too much, I've had a horrible headache all night.

I miss you both so very much. I'm having a harder time now that Christmas is getting so close, I feel every day I am breaking down in some way. It's just gonna be an easy time. I'm not even sure I want to put up decorations, or a tree. Daddy wants to, but idk. I just am gonna try and stay busy and think of all our wonderful , special time together girls. I'm gonna try..

Goodnight my sweet angels, I love you both so very very much. I miss you terribly and wish I was holding you now, kissing you and snuggling you up real tight to me. I'm sorry I'm not home to say goodnight, but know that I love you Alena and Jamie Roush.

Always & forever
Xoxo, mommy

" I'll love you forever
I'll like you for always
As long as I'm living
My babies you'll be.."

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