Hey baby girls,
Today has been kind of a hard Day. I was a little busy this morning , cleaning and running around, but I've had times to think, and they've been hard.. This day last year was the day I went in to the doctor to check something I was worried about and finding out I was going to lose you two... Also the day I found out God had blessed us with two beautiful little girls...
Looking back, it was a day of excitement to find out I was having two little princesses,but also a day of heartache and anxiety being told many times it was very likely it was our last day together. I remember freaking out, and then telling myself to calm down, that I wasn't helping either of you in freaking out. I remember so much , and my heart remembers so much of the pain..
My sweet girls, I cherish our time together. I miss every moment I had with you, not knowing it was going to be so little. I miss you both so much. I want to wake up every morning and reach for you and smother you with kisses and love. I just want you to know how strong my love is for you, how my heart aches and misses you both .
Our guardian angels, thank you for watching over all of us.
I love you, always & forever
Xoxo, mommy
" I'll love you forever
I'll like you for always
As long as I'm living
My babies you'll be.."
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