Christmas Eve

Merry Christmas Eve little girls,

We went to mass tonight at 6 and then went to your aunt Ashley's to exchange our "kid" gifts? Idk if that makes any sense. We also gave Delaney her gifts tonight too.

When we were at church, I was thinking about you both.. And how I can remember exactly what I was wearing, how I could feel you two moving in there, how big my belly was getting, and taking the last picture I ever had of being pregnant with you two..

I can't believe it's going to be a year, I just can't. I can't believe Christmas is still coming, even though you aren't... Idk it's all really weird and just, I feel I may be living in a fog some days, or watching some one else's life through their eyes?

But I miss you both so very very much, and wish we were spending Christmas together tomorrow. But you are here in my hearts, so very deeply I love you, and you're all here with me.. No matter what.

Goodnight my beautiful angels, thank you for being our guardian angels. Thank you for watching over all of us girls..

I love you, I love you always& forever
Xoxo, mommy

" I'll love you forever
I'll like you for always
As long as I'm living
My babies you'll be.."